Ok, I'm especially lazy/busy (pick one).

It seems that being so backlogged with other obligations that I've had another 1k worth of views and didnt notice...

I'll try and submit stuff tomarrow, otherwise I'll do what I can.

P.S.- I've covered wars ya know....

Ok, here are the terms-
I WILL do a kiriban, IF the person is obviously not some sort of kiriban whore- where if i look in your scraps, you have 20 from within the last month. Additionally, if I dont know you, and you only came here to get the kiriban, not bothering to look and fave or comment, then you lose.
Also, NO ANIME. If you want me to draw anime characters, I will need reference links and to be able to draw them in a style that is both comfortable and unique (one of the major flaws of anime).
Finally, I will of course require a screen.

That being said....good luck all!

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Today was the worst day of my life- a culimation of my life.

I woke up as normal, and left for school. Not really in a rush, I got on the highway and began my tedious journey to school. God damn I hate morning rush hour. Almost to school, I hit a car. I dont know how, but I just barely hit him. It was like a nightmare. I saw the brakelights, and slammed down. I dont know if it was my timing or the snow that was falling, or the damned salt that makes the wonderful icy slush on the roads that caused it. But it happened.

There was almost no damage, the only significant damage was to the guys car, where a fender panel was hanging there, and looked as if it could just be set back into place.

So now I owe $500 for this, in addition to not having my current proof of insurance (thank you mom) and 'failing to stop at an accident' tickets. Now, because of this, I gotta worry about paying my own insurance, with my meager $100 paycheck, because school takes up all my time, both during the day and for working on projects. Since getting a new job will not fix this, I gotta sell some of my stuff to do this.

Aint life grand?

Now in addition to the above, I still am alone, that in itself the greatest wound possible.

So, in short, I have to worry about paying to replace this guys car, paying my insurance, getting projects done, and getting money for said expenses. The sad thing is, that none of that helps me at all in life.

Mood: empty
Reading: nothing
Listening to: Love Is Not Enough- NIN

Figures...every time something like this happens to me, it all falls to hell..and what makes it worse, what really hurts, is that I cannot deny my feelings for her.

"You are the perfect drug.."

later...



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Mood: Worried
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails- Perfect Drug
Reading: N/A

Tomarrows V-day....much to my utter despair. Assuming you all have read my past journals, I see no reason why I should have to explain myself, other then the fact that it is a holiday that is shoved in your face like pie into the mouths of fat kids in front of a starving man. You get the picture.

My only hope lies in that of the girl, Nora, in that I've gotten closer to her recently. At times, I'm giddy with excitement, like a fireworks display going off in my chest. But then, at times, I fear I cling to her too much, so afriad that I'll fail.

I know my chances with her, I accepted those months ago. But damned if I give up without a fight. Though, I will admit defeat when defeat is there, and that wont happen until she says it flat out.

I dont know what to expect tomarrow. Last year, I sat at a Pub at South Lake Tahoe, and watched as my family danced to my sisters wedding. The year before, I was met with rejection in a note given to me moments before by the author, and so on and so forth. Tomarrow holds a point of redemption. A point, where in if this were to be some cliche tale of love, love would show through and garuntee my happy ending. But my life has been a tale of betrayal, rejection, and hate.

I want what my heart tells me will happen: Nora will take me as a boyfriend. But, deep down, my mind tells me dark secrets and threats of rejection, of a sentence of solitude.

Its all in gods hands now. Condemn me to solitude, or save me from it.

-Cheers!




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